#lamictal buddies 0:)

[slaygentford]

god. my physical health sharply declined like two weeks after nov 5th 2020 which has sucked very hard and left me unable to do a lot of stuff i used to love (the nerves and muscles in my hands are fucked up rn so i cant rlly write or play games/instruments or draw (VERY DISTRESSING for an idiot who got a university degree in drawing things)) BUT. as a terminal deanstan ive been feasting on fic basically every day. like i dropped out of spn fandom circa 2010 but now that im back in i cant quit bc im not used to winning like this in terms of amnt/quality of content

the health stuff is slowly getting figured out/diagnosed but i have the deangirls 2 thank for getting me thru this year without completely going off the deep end (also like. lamictal and ativan and therapy. whatever!!)

for a second I thought you were calling bipolar 2 "deangirls 2" and I was like well I'm not gonna fight you on that point. SOLID fucking 10/10 for calling this a win -- never have a group of people won but also lost at the same time like this. schrodinger HATES them